Monday, May 23, 2011

Advice (part 3)


DW: As I think about issues which all of you as well as Paul Orjala have wrestled with as Nazarene missiologists, I am amazed that in the 1970’s and 1980’s you were often ahead of your time in addressing issues which did not follow the trends of the church, but which pushed the thinking of the church forward into the mission of God. As a point of wise advice to younger missiologists, what would you consider to be the most pressing or important issues that missiologists today should be looking at?

FC: Item one. Listen. If you do not have the ability to listen, you will not be a good missiologist. Listen to the world. Listen to national leaders. Listen to learn the subtleties of culture and life. Listen to the church. Listen to your heart.
I really do believe that one can read books, theorize about great issues, debate fine points. All that is well and good. But without listening, you can't develop the real context for that information to be of much use.
Item two. Don't expect to be listened to. Church bureaucrats tend to get caught up in their own world of process and detail and not listen to reasons why this or that decision may be missiologically off base. Don't let that unduly frustrate you. In time, and with persistent good heart and good faith, the truth will pop out and became plain to decision makers (at least, most of the time!)

LB: I would add that one must be incarnational in order to truly understand the culture. Having said that, however, being a good missiologist is more than understanding missions and culture, it is moving the church to engage in God's plan of the Great Commission.

FC: Item three. Stay current. It is hard to keep up with the trends, the ideas, and the rapid pace of the world. But a missiologist has to have one foot in the past and one foot in the future. Perspective is everything. Staying current is NOT adopting the latest fad or buzz word.
Item four. Remember that it is the local church that is the primary unit of the Body of Christ. Everything must flow from that, or connect to it. Missiologists cannot live in isolation in either an ivory tower or on Mount Athos.

LB: This is true

CG: Paul Orjala was one of the founders of the American Society of Missiology. During my very first year at NTS, Paul took me to an ASM meeting to hear Andrew Walls--I still have my notes from that meeting. Paul was also active in the Association of Evangelical Professors of Mission. I was at the meeting of AEPM when a letter was read from Donald McGavran suggesting that the name be changed to Evangelical Missiological Society, which was voted. I later served as an officer in both the ASM and EMS. Orjala was a model missiologist in many ways--even in more recent years some of the older members asked about him at ASM meetings. He understood both Franklin's injunction to listen, and Louie's advice to "be", not just to talk or philosophize.
Franklin also makes a good point that Church leaders may not always listen to you. He, Orjala and others had quite a time convincing the church that young people should be allowed to travel overseas! Strange as it may seem in 2011, it was a radical idea back then! But a good missiologist should always be casting a vision for the future--"possibility thinking" for the next century. When I first proposed to a group of African students that some of them should become missionaries,they could hardly wrap their minds around that. But some of the students (Wellington Obotte, Cosmas Mtowa, and others) have done just that. What's next? Could we dream of ALL General Superintendents being from nations outside the USA? Or of having only Regional Directors, with no GS's? Of GMC being located in Sao Paulo or Johannesburg? Of being able to persuade Americans to "bankroll" mission without being in control?
Finally, remember that missiology is exciting, but it is not just about theorizing. I support both Franklin and Louie in their statements reminding us that the local church is the primary unit of the body of Christ.

DW: Thank you, friends. It has been good chating with you.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

CHANGE

Part 2 of porch conversation with Franklin Cook, Chuck Gailey, and Louie Bustle.

DW: Let’s talk about change. Historically there are “hinge” events, people or movements which change the course of missions. In 30 years from now, what do you think people will look back on and say were the “hinge” moment(s) in Nazarene Missions between 1965 and 2010?

FC: I have often reflected on "hinge events" but back to 1898, not to 1965. Every time I come up with a list of hinge events, or turning points, it is a bit different. Since you have given 1965 as a date, I am going to "fudge" a bit and go back to 1945, the end of World War II.
1945 to 1960 was a period of "recovery" from the War. After being unable to travel, there was a rush to deploy many new missionaries. In 1958, the BGS decided to commission 50 missionaries to celebrate the 50th anniversary of the denomination. This did not prove to be a positive decision because the quality and training of that number was not sustained, and there was no strategic plan for proper use of that number of missionaries.
1960 was the first hinge point. This was the election of George Coulter as WMDirector. He came with an entirely new point of view and had a unique ability to build morale and team esprit 'd corp. He initiated for the first time a program to actually train missionaries in a systematic way.
During this time, Dr. Paul Orjala emerged as a missiologist in the denomination, perhaps the first so trained. He was utilized for many of the early training efforts. Dr. Coulter wanted to shift from a "haphazard" approach of missionary deployment to a more professional corp of missionaries.
1964 was a hinge point. Nazarene Evangelistic Ambassadors was created which for the first time utilized college personnel under World Mission sponsorship. As odd as it now seems, then it was considered a risky innovation to put college age personnel on the field.
This program evolved in to Student Mission Corp (first called the Youth Assistance Missionary Corp) which then evolved in to Youth in Mission, and before long, short term and volunteer work became a norm, not an exception.
1972 was a hinge event. In Florida, immediately following a General Assembly, the first gathering of "national District Superintendents" was held with the World Mission Director without the presence of any missionary personnel whatsoever. This was considered revolutionary at the time because it gave World Mission direct and immediate contact with the national church without interpretation by a missionary. It represented a huge shift in thinking.
1974 and following were hinge events. The denomination declared that we would be an international community of faith. While this had been assumed by many, and while most did not really know what this meant (perhaps we still don't!), it was, at least, an official declaration. The management of this led to the development of Regions and regional offices, a process of regionalization which has elements of Federation. One can almost divide Nazarene missions into two parts, pre and post Regions.
1981 might, and I emphasize might, be considered a hinge event. In that year the General Board reorganized itself (some say not for the better) in creating a series of departments, which, in turn, filtered down to the global church. The downside was that this structure tended to silo ize the church and led to greater and greater "bureaucratic" development. During this time we became much more interested in process than in mission.
1994 is a hinge event. This was the election of Louie Bustle as WM Director. This was the first time a "field experienced" person had assumed this role. He came in with the perspective of a missionary and a regional director rather than a USA district superintendent.
But more importantly, Dr. Bustle brought with him a focus on evangelism, multiplication, and decentralization. These were all things which needed to happen to spur growth of the church and a new philosophy of missions. A side effect was to shift from a role of World Mission as being a "missionary deployment agency" to a "church development agency." The implications of this are huge.
There were, of course, other hinge events, such as the 1989 fall of the Berlin Wall which changed politically the world forever and opened new vistas of opportunity for the denomination.

CG: I agree with Franklin that the arrival of George Coulter as WMDirector in 1960 was a significant event. I recall that, as a University graduate student, my impression of Nazarene missions changed from "drab and old fashioned" to "contemporary" when the first letter I received from George Coulter was on newly designed, aesthetically pleasing stationery!
But to me the really major mid-20th century "hinge event" would have to be Paul Orjala's 1964 establishment of the missionary training program at NTS. If one looks at the growth curve of global mission in the church, you can graphically see the impact of Orjala's life and teaching on missionary candidates and subsequent dramatic growth overseas. Of course, several years elapsed before the students that he had trained graduated and had completed their pastoral/practical 2-3 years of experience. His early relationship with Donald McGavran (before he landed at Fuller) catapulted the Nazarenes to the forefront of the "infinite multiplication" of churches. In fact, the very first course in church planting in North America was taught by McGavran at NTS at Orjala's invitation. So, to me, Paul Orjala's recovery of NT principles of church multiplication, and then teaching those principles to a new generation of missionaries would have to rank as the number one "hinge event".
A related, significant event of the 20th century would be the February, 1994 election of Louie Bustle as WMDirector. Bustle was the first of Orjala's students to become Director, and the impact of this fact cannot be easily overestimated. Franklin has already pointed out that Louie came to office as a "field" person with hands-on experience. His philosophy of mission has been, and is, deeply influenced by Orjala's emphasis on indigenization and multiplication.
I would agree that the 1972 meeting of District Superintendents in Miami without missionaries present was important in casting a vision for a global church, and that the development of Regions was also highly significant.
LB: Chuck is correct on Orjala. Paul brought us into a whole new concept of missions. Wyncoop exposed me to a new way to view missions but it was Paul who infected me. We have been building on Orjala’s concepts ever since.
More than anything, missions is about listening to the Spirit and dreaming together. God does the rest.

FC: Chuck has rightly pointed out the importance of Paul Orjala and the initiation of the missionary training program at NTS. As with all things, there is always something which precedes certain developments.
I arrived in the World Mission office in June of 1961 to join a very small staff totaling 7 persons. Virtually on my first day in the office Dr. Coulter came in to talk about candidates. He had assigned this responsibility to me along with several other assignments.
He wanted me to start a quarterly publication for candidates, initially called The Missionary Beam." He wanted to dig into the pre computer list of names, and I discovered there were less than 400 total contacts in the files at that time. Twelve years later we had increased this to almost 2,000 contact names with a new system of application. He wanted to start a "workshop" program for furloughing missionaries followed by an "institute" program for newly appointed missionaries.
At the same time Paul Orjala was proceeding with his doctoral studies and became the lead teacher at the workshop and later the institute. This really set the stage for the next step in his career, NTS. I was told that at the time General Superintendent Hugh C. Benner strongly opposed the notion of Paul coming to NTS on the theory that the Orjala's were needed in Haiti (which they certainly were!)
It is always interesting to trace historical lines and to see how events, even hinge events, connect.

DW: Just a side note to add to this conversation. I was thinking about the turning points for mission in the CON, and thought it was interesting that we did not talk about movement toward a grass roots led mission which began with Men in mission and the move toward sending college students in the late 60’s. The CON was one of earliest to move in this direction. Today, short-term mission is huge both in the CON and beyond. Ralph Winters has said that this is one of the most drastic mutations of missions within the past 100 years. More money is spent each year in STM than traditional missions, especially if you include the amount spent on full time missionaries whose primary or secondary role is working with Work and Witness, Youth In Mission, etc. I am in the middle of research right now related to how STM is morphing into what I call “congregational mission” in which whole congregations are engaged in a long term focus such as Bethany First in Swaziland. In a survey I conducted about 6 months ago, I found that the majority of Nazarene churches over 500 in worship or attendance have this type of partnership and that the majority of those that don’t are projecting to begin partnerships within the next five years.

I think that the move toward lay-missions was a huge turning point for us. Whether it was good or bad, is yet to be seen and depends on how we address the issue. A discussion amongst missiologists now is how we can utilize the tools of missiology to make this a positive movement for the church. A major discussion is also about how we prepare long term missionaries to be brokers between two cultures. This is just my opinion, but the greatest challenge ahead for those of us who educate as well as those of us who administrate is to find healthy patterns of “north-south” interdependent relationships in which we work together toward a common mission. Paternal relationships or sponsorships are probably the norm right now in most of these partnerships. We have to find ways to change this into healthy relationships.

LB: You may know this, but during the 60’s, leadership did not want laymen to go to the field. I remember a man from Michigan who was a builder who wanted to volunteer, but was not allowed to go. Finally Dr. Phillips told him to write to missionaries in Trinidad and to me in the Virgin Islands. He didn’t get a response from Trinadad so he came and helped me build several buildings and taught me how to build. That was one of the very first examples of Work and Witness.

FC: I had never heard the Michigan builder story that Louie refers to here.
Dr. Phillips may have halted this, but I remember a time, when volunteer college kids had caused some difficulties and the missionaries there were raising a ruckus about it, he defended the program and the concept and in essence saved the idea.
I would say that it was a compliment to Louie that Phillips wrote him about this builder and reveals a great deal of trust that already developed with Louie and Ellen to "handle" the situation.
Interesting to know how these things develop.

CG: Volunteerism has been a very significant event in the CON. Work and Witness began as "Men in Mission" under Paul Gamertsfelder (Central Ohio). He asked several times to take men to the field, but E.S. Phillips denied the request. Men were allowed to vote in the NWMS as early as 1952, but it was not until Jan. 15-25, 1974 that Gamertsfelder was allowed to take a group of men to Panama. He had asked to take a group previously, but was denied by E.S. Phillips. However, in 1972 Gamertsfelder became the first man to be elected to the general NWMS Council, and I believe that gave him the necessary "clout" to get permission for the trip. I have documented these origins, as well as the beginning of Mission Corps (NIVS) in an ANSR paper which I gave in 2002--you can find it on the CON website (Click on ANSR in the CON A-Z Directory, then click on Documents by Date, then "2002" and Gailey). I also briefly outline in the paper how NIVS developed out of W and W. Paul Gamertsfelder is still living, and I was privileged to speak at his retirement dinner from the Central Ohio NMI Council a couple of years ago.
As far as a major "turning point", I think it depends on the perspective as to whether or not we are talking about the growth of the church overseas. I think the reason why none of us mentioned this volunteerism is because, as you say, David, most of these partnerships have been paternal in nature, and thus not directly related to the seismic change in CON growth. Winter was right is saying that volunteerism has been "one of the most drastic mutations of missions", but many missiologists question the immediate benefit of such a mutation to the local churches overseas. Franklin has reminded us that all that we do should center on the local church. Of course, these volunteer efforts do inspire and benefit the sending churches, so it can be argued that they indirectly benefit WM. If, as you say, we could turn more of these volunteer encounters into "healthy relationships" that would be a boon.

DW: In relation to your last statements, Chuck, I think this reflects a changing perception of missions that really began during the 60’s and 70’s and which has taken force in the past 5-10 years. My opinion is that there is a major turning point not only in the U.S. but globally in which mission is not limited to the “professionals”, but a turn toward mission being the nature of the church which engages the whole church in the whole mission, and which includes those who are long term missionaries. I saw this when we lived in South American and again this past year in Africa.

FC: The references Chuck makes to the role of Paul Gamertsfelder are certainly correct. He was really the godfather of the whole notion of men getting actively involved as volunteers in mission(s).
I am wondering if Dr. Phillips was hesitant in putting the brakes on laymen going to the field in groups, vs. ministers or elders. He had a clear distinction in his mind between clergy/lay in the local church and talked to me often about the fact that "clergy need to be in control." Sometime along in the early 70"s or late 60's I facilitated a large group of pastors from Colorado going to Panama and Dr. Phillips was fully in support of this venture. So, I am wondering if the issue for him was the clergy/lay issue.
One other little antidote on "men in missions." I was a very young page at the 1952 General Assembly when the resolution to include men in NWMS came up. Dr. E. O. Chalfant (Chicago Central DS) got up and made a speech against including men. The tide was about to have the resolution defeated when Louise Robinson Chapman came to the platform and made an impassioned speech in favor of including men in the organization. And that was the end of the debate. She carried a very big stick. It passed.

DW:
This is a fascinating conversation. I am interested in the paradigm shift of missions from above to missions from below. This is a move away from strategies which we develop from the leadership of mission that opens the possibilities and the finances for mission to expand to a more organic approach which begins in the local churches. Louie and I saw this at the conference in South Africa as leaders from the whole region were pushing toward a move that would engage the whole 500,000+ Nazarenes of Africa in mission instead of just a select few. We are also seeing this from the U.S. and other areas. This is huge! It represents a major paradigm shift that hasn’t been orchestrated, but is just happening. The needed strategy from above will be to find ways to engage this movement in biblical theological ways to avoid folk theologies and repeated paternalistic patterns. (My opinion is that the best strategy will be an integrated strategy which networks long term missionaries, leadership, local churches and resources beyond the church. )
The Church of the Nazarene was ahead of other denominations in engaging lay people in mission in the 60’s, and my thoughts are that this has opened the door for what we are currently seeing, at least from the U.S.

I would like to pick up on this topic in a few weeks to look at current changes in mission which will affect how the church engages in mission in the present and near future.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Missionaries




This week’s porch conversation is with three friends who have been a part of some of most formative and changing years for Nazarene missions. Along with the late Dr. Paul Orjala, and perhaps H.F. Reynolds, these men represent some of the most strategic and missiological thinkers in the Church of the Nazarene. It is no exaggeration to say that the current health and vitality of the Church of the Nazarene beyond the U.S. is largely due to the vision that God has placed in these three. It is an honor to have these gentlemen join me for this conversation.

Dr. Louie Bustle is the current Director of Global Mission and has served as South America Regional Director as well as missionary. Dr. Franklin Cook has served as the Regional Director for the Eurasia Region, Editor of the official Nazarene publication, Holiness Today, missiology professor at NTS and a multitude of consulting and leadership roles. Dr. Charles Gailey has served as a missionary in Swaziland as well as professor of missiology at Nazarene Theological Seminary and author of texts related to missiology.

DW: Let me begin by thanking you for accepting my invitation to participate in this conversation. You are good friends as well as leaders who love and respect the church and yet think creatively about God’s mission and the church.
As a beginning point, let’s talk about missionaries. Without doubt, missionaries have always worked within the framework of society in which they were brought up and there have been times when missionaries have been colonialistic and have not made the most positive impact. In my opinion, the real story, however, is about missionaries who have been incarnational and who have invested their lives, including their family and their careers to follow the call of God. Can you talk about this a little?


FC: My experience with missionaries began at the age of 10 months. My parents, missionaries to India, were my primary examples of what missionary life was like, and many of my later ideas have roots in what I saw, and experienced, during a time of the British Raj in India.

My first reflective observation is that the majority of missionaries were incarnational and for the most part, lived out their work according to their understanding of the message of the Gospel in a primarily non-Christian environment. True, some may have had colonialistic ideas, and without doubt many errors were made in judgement. However, one can only understand and analyze these in retrospect. At the time, the actions taken and the decisions made were considered ethical, proper, and Christ-like.

My second observation is that missionaries are creatures of their times and generation. The missionaries of the immediate pre and post World War II era were very much so, as indeed are the missionaries of today. I later realized that missionaries also carry with them "cultural baggage." In India, as a child, we had missionaries from many places, Scotland, England, Pennsylvania, California, Ohio, Massachusetts, Oregon, and elsewhere. At the time, they all seemed to blend together in my childish mind. I now realize that in fact each brought with them a different strand of the fabric. It is the composite of the whole that established the Church of the Nazarene in India, rather than the ideas of any one nation, or region, or area, becoming the sole standard.

My third observation is that missionaries were at the time long-termers. They left their home areas and families, many with no expectation they would ever return to their homes. If circumstances were good, a seven, even a nine year term was the norm. This was later reduced to five, then four. Missionaries went expecting to spend a life time in one area, with one primary language and cultural target group to learn. Life tended not to be mobile but stationery. In fact, the mission was called the "mission station" (an oxymoron if ever there was one).
My fourth observation is that some missionaries had an instinctive ability to relate to the issue of building relationships with indigenous persons, and thus to a developing indigenous church. Others did not. They did not fit, did not feel comfortable, did not adapt. God chose to build His church, sometimes in spite of rather than because of.
Finally, as an MK (missionary kid) I feel fortunate to have been able to experience and observe (and later analyze) the entire missionary experience. It has been almost all positive.


CG: Good missionaries have usually been knowledgeable amateur anthropologists. They learn the language and study the culture of the people where God (and the church) has placed them. They couple this knowledge with a strong devotion to Christ and commitment to His call, which enables them to become effective missionaries. A good example from the earliest days of Nazarene missionary endeavors is Harmon Schmelzenbach and his wife, Lula. They studied the language so earnestly and intensively that Harmon nearly had a breakdown. They learned the culture so thoroughly that, after buying the farmhouse, they did not live in it (as colonialists would have), but rather made repeated attempts (and long journeys) to ask the reigning Queen Mother for permission to do so. This resulted in them having to live in the wagon for a year or so (and, after the arrival of Miss Innis, Harmon slept under the wagon!) so as not to offend the cultural leaders. No wonder that the current government of Swaziland is considering making Harmon's "prayer rock" a national monument. Harmon and Lula were incarnational missionaries. They did it right.

Of course, "doing it right" does not guarantee immediate results. The Schmelzenbachs labored for three years before the first two persons (mother and daughter) accepted Christ. I interviewed the daughter before her death--she explained that the Schmelzenbachs high standards of holy living had influenced her mother to come to the Schmelzenbachs and say, "I choose Christ". Harmon and Lula were incarnational missionaries who established a strong foundation for the Church in Africa--today there are over half a million members!

Saturday, May 07, 2011

365m students (part 2)






The following is the second half of the conversation with the students who are in Brazil, Croatia and Northern Ireland.

DW: In what ways will this year in Ireland/Brazil/Croatia play a role in what you do in the future?

CROATIA: It will inform the way we approach, interact and live within the world. There is a broader perspective of life informed by being able to live outside of a context familiar to you enabling you to be more of a world citizen.

IRELAND: God has placed me in multiple situations where he continues to draw me into cross-cultural ministry. I do not know exactly but I would love to live and serve overseas, this year has further confirmed this in my life.

BRAZIL: Over the last couple of weeks we've randomly talked to each other about how cross-cultural experience have a transformative aspect. These transformations sometimes aren't evident to you until weeks or months after you have returned to your 'home' context. Incarnational living is about intentionally allowing God to transform every area of your life to look like Christ's. Just as we have chosen to live and learn in this Brazilian context, we've chosen to continue to pursue the incarnational lifestyle that is guided by the Holy Spirit not matter our future circumstances. Our future will be forever formed by what we have experienced and learned during this program.

DW: What advice would you give to new students who will be starting their 365m year in just a couple of months?

CROATIA: Be open. God and His Spirit move in ways beyond anything you can imagine so be open to that. Rather than setting a lot of goals and things to achieve make sure you balance it with letting yourself learn as new things open up to you and through means you weren’t expecting.
Be patient. Learn with graciousness in the hard times and thankfulness and praise in the great times. There are a lot of both, but they work together to produce valuable lessons and growth.


IRELAND: Go with an open mind. Nothing will work out perfectly but something better will happen. GOD will reveal himself to you more fully as you allow the situations of life to come at you, REMEMBER you NEED an open mind. Let yourself be surprised!

BRAZIL: Here are some of the quick things that come to our mind, and are in no particular order:

- Stay open, in other words be flexible!

- Be adaptable! I (Liliana) remember the first couple of weeks being here and being frantic about not having a full schedule. I’m very thankful for Scott who always lovingly reminded me about adaptable by saying, “It’s just fine Liliana, we don’t have to know everything about what’s going on. It’s okay.”

- Which brings us to another important reminder, don’t have your own agenda! Yes, having a general direction in which you are going is great, but ultimately everything you're taking part of now is originally on God's agenda, so let the Holy Spirit FLOW!

- Don’t be scared of people; just because they look and speak differently doesn't mean they are out to get you!

- So that leads us to the next reminder: try your best to separate from your group and interact with others, even if you can’t communicate directly - who else better than native speakers to help you improve in your pronunciation! After being here for 9 months people are so happy to know that we can communicate with them! It makes a real difference with building relationships!

- Pray, read the Scripture, fast and then keep doing it some more!

- Don't be afraid to openly share about everything that you are feeling, going through, experiences, etc. with your teammates. You're on the journey together - there's no need to feel lonely when God has provisioned support!

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Front Porch Conversation with 365m students (part 1)


This week’s porch conversation is with three groups of NTS students who have spent this year in an innovative new program at NTS called 365m. The Brazil cohort includes Liliana Reza and Scott Brubaker. The Ireland cohort is Hannah Beers and Dustin Wine, and the Croatia cohort includes Jerry Romasco, Hope Brock, Emily Humble, and Brittany Argabright. It is a great honor for me to work with such a great group of leaders.

DW: You have now been in 365m for 10 months and are soon to return to NTS for the summer module courses to wrap up your year of learning in context. This is a new aspect of learning for us at NTS. Tell me how this learning experience has been unique for you.

BRAZIL: Living with people of another culture as you are learning changes everything. 365M is not just another ministry experience it has been an invitation to mold my perspective and lifestyle into that of Christ's. It's more than putting theories into practice, it's coming to fully grasp and experience today's realities alongside God's people." - Liliana Reza "365M has been a life awakening and completely transformative learning experience. 365M took me beyond statistics and theories. It put names and faces to real life stories of brothers and sisters.... When will you ever have the opportunity in the classroom to participate with the church in after-school programs in Sao Paulo, community outreach in the favelas of Rio and make home visits to the river communities in the Amazon or work with evangelism groups in the dry lands of the Brazilian Northeast?" - Scott Brubaker

IRELAND: Learning in another culture brings to light certain issues or situations that are limited in our parent culture, we don't necessarily see as clearly as we could because we know what is going on. I think learning with people who see the world from a different angle is a valuable lesson. We are all different and see the world/ministry/life in a unique way.

CROATIA: 365M has been unique from other means of learning because it has moved us beyond theory. Other times we study, think and create thoughts based upon our ideas and revelations but often far removed from the actual situations. Here, we are no longer in theory. The situations, lessons, ideas are a result of being here and what is happening in our actual lives.

DW: How has this year affected you spiritually?

CROATIA: Each of us have experienced so much spiritually. There has been everything from moments of questioning God and crying out to him to drawing closer and experiencing incredible growth. We have felt God stretch us as individuals and as a community. We have learned how to experience faith in deeper ways and in a different context.

BRAZIL: We have come to experience and understand the sovereignty of our God. We could see the Lords care even through all the unexpected changes that we went through; His faithfulness was always right on time. God provided a community, encouragement, but above all the Holy Spirit. Pastor Manuel and Lidia Lima really stretched and reminded us what it means to live by the Spirit. We couldn't have asked for a more beautiful, encouraging and devoted example of incarnational living than them. With Pastor Manuel we went to visit a city on the Amazon River named Paritins. One day we headed out to do evangelism work in the neighboring river communities with some members of the local Nazarene church. Pastor Manuel kept reminding us that the Holy Spirit was not only with us, but was also guiding. He shared with us a Scripture passage from Acts 16: 4-10 that weekend. That scripture became alive in everything that was done and said. God was leading. We wish we had more time to explain, but we will have to share that story another time. As we reflect on our time here; the testimonies, meals and experiences shared with the people of Brazil, we have learned about the loving urgency of relying on the Holy Spirit that we should always have as imitators of Christ.

IRELAND: Well think about a blender, then place everything you believe it in and the ways God desires to stretch you then hit full blast. I feel like God has challenged me to grow and to trust him in more ways than I could imagine. At first I thought it was going to be easy because God and I were doing great but as the year has progressed I realize that God desires more of me. He wants me to be reliant on him and him alone, he wants to share in my life, he wants to direct my ministry and most of all he wants to be center of my life. So, all I can do is trust him.

In a few days I will post the second part of this interview. For more information about 365m go to www.nts.edu/365m